
| Location | Wivenhoe |
| Age | 2 months |
| Cause of Death | Pneumonia |
| Date of Birth | 26/06/2009 |
| Date of Death | 18/09/2009 |
| Visitors | 873 since 13/10/2009 |
| Creator |
connor he was 1 of the best babies goin he started sayin ma ma 2 weeks before he died. he died of
GBS group B streptococcus he was on life support but was not making any changes so i had to decied
if i wanted to turn the life support off or not and i sed yes. i kissed him on the cheak and held
him in my arms whilst the doctor switched the life support off i held him and held him whilst
crying. and thn connor started going stiff and cold and he started changing colour and thn i knew my
baby boi wud neva be the same again.
What kind of place would heaven be with all its streets of gold, if all the souls, that dwell up there like yours and mine, were old? How strange would heaven’s music sound when harps begin to ring, if children were not gathered ‘round to help the angels sing. The children that God sends to us are only just a loan, He knows we need their sunshine to make the house a home. We need the inspiration of a baby’s blessed smile. He doesn’t say they’ve come to stay, just lends them for a while. Sometimes it takes them years to do the work for which they come. Sometimes in just a month or two our Father calls them home. I like to think some souls up there bear not one sinful scar. I love to think of heaven as a place where children are.
xxx
A message from your Angel Baby
Mum and Dad
Please don't cry too long, I know you are sad I'm gone. Your heart is broken and filled with pain, but don't you know you will see me again? But this time I'll be beautiful and whole, no flesh and blood, but a heavenly soul. If you could see me now you would not shed a tear, but smile in anticipation for the day you'd join me here. There's no sorrow, no crime, no sickness, no pain, no war, no labor, no death or rain. There's no hate, no fear, no devil or sin, nothing evil or bad can get in. The streets are gold, the lighting is bright, the sun forever shines, there is no night. Angels sing without a hault, or pause, they just sing and praise, there is no time and no such thing as days. And trust me I'm not alone! There are so many Baby Angels here, we play and play and play, oh dear! And best of all Jesus comes to visit us often, we can go talk to God face to face! And when I talked to Him when I arrived, I felt His amazing grace. He told me not to worry about my family at home and that I'm always with you even though I'm gone. I said but if, I'm here, God, how can that be? He said that I'm in your mind, your soul and your sweet memories. Goodbye for now, grieve normally and cry if you must. God knows what's best and in Him you must trust.
Until we meet again, your Baby Angel .Connor xx
Written by Yolanda Shaw
mummy here
my baby boi i cant sleep at nite or if i do its for a few seconds coz i keep thinkin that your gonna wake up but you dnt dnt be scarred baby boi mummys jst missing yuu but mummy will be ok hows heaven bet its nice xxx
for my family
To my dearest family, some things I would like to say. But first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay. I'm writing this letter from heaven. Here I dwell with God above. Here, there's no more tears of sadness. Here is just eternal love. Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight. Remember that I am with you every morning, noon and night. That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through, God picked me up and hugged me and he said, " I welcome you, It's good to have you back again, you were missed while you were gone. As for your dearest family, They'll be here later on. I need you here badly, your part of my plan. There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man." God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do. And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you. And when you lie in bed at night, the days chores put to flight. God and I are closest to you in the middle of the night. When you think of my life on earth, all those loving years. Because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears. But do not be afraid to cry, it does relieve the pain. Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain. I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned, If I were to tell you, you would not understand. But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is over. I am closer to you now, than I ever was before. There are many rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb, But together we can do it by taking one step at a time. It was always my philosophy and I would like it for you too, That as you give unto the world, the world will give to you. If you can help somebody who's in sorrow and pain, Then you can say to God at night, " My day was not in vain." And now I am contented that my life was worthwhile. Knowing as I passed along the way I made somebody smile. So if you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low, Just lend a hand to pick them up, as on your way you go. When you're walking down the street and you've got me on your mind, I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind. And when it's time for you to go from that body to be free. Remember you're not going... you're coming here to me.
r.i.p baby boy x
so sorry to hear about your loss .. i just lost my wee baby boy on the 3rd of this month 6days old i know how hard it is and what your going through just wanted to say am sorry to hear that.
r.i.p connor x
r.i.p
I read this story and was left in floods of tears. As a mother myself i cant even begin to imagine what it would be like to have your child taken away. My thoughts are with you and the rest of your family. R.I.P angel :)
God bless you baby Connor another brave solider taken to play in heaven my thoughts are with your family at this very sad time sending them love xx
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I know I am still with you
in your prayers, your thoughts, your heart
And though you cannot see me,
I will always be a part
of life's sweet celebrations
in those times when you reflect
on how, though things are different,
through our love, we still connect.
We'll see each other someday
when our spirits all are free,
until then, I am with you
because you remember me.
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As long as we can dream
As long as we can think
As long as we have memory
WE LOVE YOU
As long as we have eyes to see
And ears to hear
And lips to speak
WE LOVE YOU
As long as we have a heart to feel
A soul stirring within
An imagination to hold you
WE LOVE YOU
As long as there is time
As long as there is love
As long as we have breath to speak your name
WE LOVE YOU
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